It's not easy doing this blog thing. I have so much to say, but can't find the time to do it!
Saw my son and his girlfriend last weekend. It was nice. It's been a long time since I've seen him and I really miss him. I know he has his own life now, but I miss taking care of him. I fear it's all I know how to do. For so many years all I did was watch over him. He became more than my son - he became my best friend. I thought I could figure out how to cope with him moving away, but it's not been easy. I know what I have to do. I have to move on with my life. Now all I have to do is do it!
So how does one go about finding a girlfriend? I've tried, kinda, but can't get the hang of it. Every girl I see thats around my age, reminds me of my mother! And when I look at younger women, I feel like a pervert! Don't get me wrong - I'm not talking about really younger girls, just girls around 10 or 15 years younger than me. Am I wrong to want a good looking lady, who looks nice in a tight pair of jeans? On those dating sights, all I get looking at me or messaging me are overweight, older ladies. Does than mean I'm ugly? I would assume that if only those type of ladies find me attractive, then I must be on the 'homely' side. Is that a fair assumption? And why do I feel bad wanting a pretty lady? So many questions and so few answers
I'm going to bed.
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